sometimes night reminds me of you, and could bring back those memories and play it in my head over and over again, and suddenly the tears comes out from my eyes and hurt my heart(again).
hi 19, again…..you always success to remind me of him, *gasp*
Idk why even though I never think of you, but when 18 or 19 come, your shadow and “our” past keep playing on my mind like a movie but the bad one not the good one.
let’s see I can’t remember when you hurt me or when you break my heart to the pieces, the only thing I remember about you are you’re the most adorable, full of kindness, crazy, honest, loving, caring, and the most selfish person I’ve ever known.
why you left me with your shadow now? There’s a lot of person who can love me more but because of you I can’t see another guy, I always close my eyes and my heart to the other guy. I will always remember the way you treated me, things you said to me, and your smile of course.
"Poor you" they said to me because I can’t move on.
They said it was easy to moving on, but they don’t know what I’ve been through with you, the darkest one, the happiness we make, the small things we laugh, the plans we make (lots of plan), the stupid things we did, the secret we shared, the storm we passed together, the fight that made us become better person and another things that I can’t mention it in here.
Being friend with you just hurt me more, but that’s the only thing I can do to keep in touch with you, to help you, to know your situation and condition.
Now I know your dream come true, your family moving out and staying in there with you. But I hope when you come back here, you’ll be remember be as your friend and tell me when you’re here.
"I could offer you a warm embrace, when there’s no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love" - Make you feel my love(Lea Michele)